A life which is Endless

    I remember when I was little, I often would be scared of the thought of dying. I was taught God was around and that we would go to heaven.. but for some reason it didn't satisfy me. I didn't know for sure that I would be around after death. For a couple of years I put it on the shelf in my brain. Then I was taught be Lds Missionaries and about God's plan for us. I understood where I came from, why I'm here and where I'm going. And the way they explained where we go after this life and what happens to us made perfect sense.So here is a brief explanation of what they taught me on death and hopefully it will benefit you as well.

First, death is part of God's plan. It will happen to all of us. Whether we go soon or late is up to God. And we will be spirits until the resurrection. Yes, we will be resurrected.. every one of us! We will receive a perfect body! Our spirit and new body will never be separated again! How is this possible? The answer.. Jesus Christ. In the book of John chapter 20 we read of the resurrection of Christ. There he appears to Mary and to His disciples.. testifying that we will all live again. A few chapters earlier we read "I am the resurrection and the life: he that believeth in  me, though he were dead, yet shall he live.." John 11:25. In the Book of Mormon we get a clearer picture of what Christ was referring too by the words of Abinadi... "He is the light and the life of the world; yea, a light that is endless, that can never be darkened; and also a life which is endless, that there can be no more death." Mosiah 16:9.

It brings me so much comfort and peace knowing that we will all live again. We will see our loved ones who have passed on again. Jesus did resurrect. Christ did overcome death for us all.  I am no longer afraid of dying. And with these words, I hope you too as well.  

Water to Wine

  John 2:1-11. Here we see the small glimpse of what is known as Jesus' first miracle, water to wine. Attending a wedding, Jesus was asked to somehow provide wine for the event. Telling the servants to get 6 pots of water, He told them to fill everyone's cup with the water. And to the servant's surprise, the water turned to wine. It interesting to think about.. Jesus Christ's first miracle was simply to provide a beverage for a wedding.. not healing, raising the dead, or walking on water. What was the purpose of it?
  I guess in my point of view, changing water to wine is impossible. It goes against the laws of the universe. But Jesus Christ made it possible. He makes things ALL possible. The Apostle Paul said that through Christ we can do all things (Philippians 4:13). But where I'm getting at is that Christ can also change all things, even when it seems impossible. He can turn a dark situation into a good one. He can heal us, temporally and spiritually. And most importantly, He can change who we are, to become better people. Through Christ we can be forgiven of our mistakes, and move forward. Don't get discourage if you feel you can't change.
  Remember, Christ did change water to wine. Have faith in Him. Know that everything is possible with Christ!

Letting Go.

MY PRECIOUS!!

 I love Lord of the Rings, probably my favorite trilogy of all time. One of the most best characters (and weirdest) in the series was Smeagol/Gollum. Once an innocent hobbit, he fell upon the one evil ring. With his one friend, the two got into a fight. The end result was Smeagol murdering his fellow hobbit in cold blood.





He ran away.. tormented by the ring. Later he formed an alternate personality and his name would be Gollum. Sadly, Gollum was a huge downer. He would always remind Smeagol of his awful crime and say he can never go back to who he was. With the help of Frodo, Smeagol did conquer Gollum for a bit. But later unfortunately, he came back and finally convince Smeagol to give up and get the ring back.

Eventually Smeagol gets the ring back.. but then slips and falls into some magma.


Smeagol's story is a tragic one. His life is an example of a reoccurring theme in each of our lives. We all maybe have a Gollum inside of us. And he reminds us of our guilt, shame, and the past. He tells us that we can never be forgiven for the mistakes we have committed.

Whether this is ourselves telling all of these things, essentially it's Satan. The Father of all lies will do everything to bring us down. We are God's children, His work and glory. The adversary will do all he can to bring us down to his level of misery.

But God loves us. And he provided a way to escape Satan's hold on us. Of course His way is through His Son,  Jesus Christ. In the Book of Mormon another testament of Jesus Christ, Alma describes how he suffered for not only our sins, but our pains, afflictions, sorrow and guilt (Alma 7:11). Christ knows all that we went through and will continue to go through in our lives. The Atonement is infinite and continuous for each of us. How do we do it? First have faith in our Father in Heaven. Pray to him, ask for strength and maybe even for forgiveness. Poor your heart and confess everything to Him. Next, have faith in Jesus Christ. Have faith that his grace and mercy will heal you in time. He is the only one who knows your suffering. And most importantly repent. Only through repentance can we receive the blessings of a guilt free conscious.

It won't be easy. Letting go of the past is difficult. But I promise through repentance, having faith in Christ we can be forgiven and move forward. After that has been said and done, we then can look in the mirror and forgive ourselves. And see we are a changed person, ready to face life's challenges once again. This time, stronger.

Redemption

Redemption.
  
  Right now I'm serving a mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. But before my life as a missionary, one of my favorite hobbies was to read comic books. Growing up, I still remember watching Saturday morning cartoons with my dad. As I grew older, I lost in touch with my super hero side. But one day while in a Border's book store, I stumbled upon the comic section. It has been many years, and I thought comic books were no longer needed. However, I bought a novel and took a read later that day. Evidently I was hooked, reading of stories of people who did miraculous things. Yet, thanks to the great authors and story tellers, the characters didn't seem to "super" after all. All suffered from everyday set-backs and problems. They were human. 
  

  One of my favorite super heroes that I was reading every week was Captain America. Being revised by a new author, the stories got me hooked! In this series, one character was brought back, his old side kick, Bucky Barnes. Only being 16 years old, he was hand chosen to fight along side the living legend himself. With no powers or super capabilities, Bucky  was skilled in hand to hand combat. He grew up on an Army camp, being an orphan. Tough, hardworking and smart, he would always show the GI's who is boss! Along with Captain America, Bucky became a rally figure for the youth in the United States. Together for 4 years, they lead the war against the axis forces. Sadly, things turned to the worst, and Bucky was presumed to be dead, after falling from a plane. 

  Eventually, he was found by the U.S.S.R., brainwashed, and turned into a secretive assassin for the country. With no control over his own mind, he was led to do horrific things, most of the time, murders. To fast forward a little, Bucky was later brought back into reality and became aware of the evil deeds that he has done for decades. It destroyed him on the inside. Guilt, sorrow, pain were evident everyday for him. 


Throughout my mission, I have reflected a lot on the past choices that I have made. And there are a few in which I am not proud of. For a very long time, it troubled me. I did my best to forget and to move forward, but it wasn't enough. Through studying the Gospel, and the life of Jesus Christ, I found a few answers. Answers that helped me personally overcome my guilt and helped me reform who I am. 


1.Prayer. Discuss openly with your Father in Heaven of what may be troubling you. I learned to be humble, and seek His guidance and wisdom. Ask for forgiveness for the things that you have done, with all honesty. After a while, I realized how prayer can bring much comfort. And knowing there is a God who loves me and cares for me brought peace to my heart. 


2.Scriptures. The scriptures are the word of God. More importantly they testify of the Jesus Christ and His mission. Along with the Holy Bible, we have the Book of Mormon, another testament of Jesus Christ. Through much study, prayers will be answered. And new perspectives will be formed on how we can improve.  


3. Restitution. Maybe the past choices we have made hurt another. We must somehow fix the problem and heal the wounds. Do all that you can! Ask for forgiveness. Yes, it may not turn out the way we want it too. But I promise after you give it your all, you will feel much more at peace.


4. Use the Savior, Jesus Christ. After all that is said and done, through Jesus Christ we can be free from all things. Jesus is also known as our Redeemer. He took upon him the sins of all. But not only sins, but also our pains, guilt, sorrow, sickness, and trials. Through His grace and mercy, we can be transformed. Exercising Faith and Repentance in the Savior, we will feel the forgiveness in our hearts.


5. God will forgive. After doing all of these, God will forgive. If we hurt another person and they didn't forgive you.. that's alright. Pray for them, love them, and they will. 


  Bucky was given a second chance. He later became the new Captain America and fought for the good of all. Like Bucky, we can all get second chances. We will. It is my testimony through the Atonement of Jesus Christ, we may learn from our mistakes and move forward. Start this day to let go of the guilt and be free.


 We may not be able to change the past, but with Jesus Christ, we can give the future a chance.